got nothing much to say.. ive been thinkin' bout things no i mean "him" the current "him" and ive been thinking about him hehe puro him.. can't get him off my mind but i have to.. there's nothing much about him though and i don't really liked to have him as.. you know bf because he reminds me of.. don't wanna state his name here.. though i really like him being there, i like his company and all though he lives in a place that i really hate.. even hated the sound of it.. but i have to face the facts that there might be or i might be meeting friends from there "C" is a big place and not everyone's a cheater you just have to meet them and see for yourself if they really are.. i really dont know what to do now.. i tried to keep an open mind about this and he probably likes to have me to be.. his.. you know what.. but im really not certain about this.. the truth is i kinda told him things that I'm really not interested to have him as.. i kinda ignored the feelings though i really want him there.. magulo?..
** in short this must be it, the one im waiting for.. but.. things about him.. facts about him.. some things about him really gives me the creeps c0z i really hated the other guy.. i mean its not his fault na pareho sila ng boses pareho sila kung san nakatira.. pareho sila ng tawa that really gives me the creeps nakakaasar noh? tell me what to do :((