How many times did i pray you'd find me...
How many wishes on a star,
Gazing off into the dark
Dreaming I'd see your face
Safe at home unafraid
Captured in your embrace

So many times when my heart was broken,
Visions of you would keep me strong,
You were with me all along
Guiding my every step
You are all that I am
And I'll never forget.

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you, looking in my eyes
You held my hand and showed me life
And i've never been the same
Since you first believed

There were times when I thought I'd lost you
Fearing forever was a dream
But it wasn't what it seemed
Placing your hand in mine
You could see in the dark
You were guiding my heart

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you, looking in my eyes
You held my hand and showed me life
And I've never been the same
Since you first believed

It was you, who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you, looking in my eyes
You held my hand and showed me life
And I've never been the same
Since you first believed

How many times did I pray you'd find me
How many wishes on a star...

-- ganda noh? how I'd wish he was my destiny.. but he never were how i'd wish he was my last but it never came true.. how I'd wish he's the one I'm praying for but then he was just passing by.. all my dreams i wish would come true but they never in just a second came to life.. i never felt this lonely before how i'd wish all these heartaches would just vanish into thin air.. how i'd wish.. hoping for a sign that he would look back and stare at me with thoughts he wanted to stay.. stay beside me and be with me till eternity.. i don't want to stay this way.. i really wish i can say im ok.. ok with all this pain you cause me.. i wish i could smile at you and say its fine.. how i wish i could say its over now.. i wish i could just move on without a tear in my eye.. but how can i do all these?? just tell me so i can really move on with my life now.. hate feeling this way.. really hate it!