A hundred days have made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lies have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same. And all the miles that seperate disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face. I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time. I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams. And tonight, it's only you and me. The miles just keep rollin' as the people leave their way to say hello. I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go. I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time. I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams. And tonight girl, it's only you and me. And everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love. And when the last one falls, and when it's all said and done It gets hard but it won't take away my love. I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and i dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl, it's only you and me -- para sa lablyp ko toh akmang akma if you only knew what happened kaso yoko ng balikbalikan though yoko naman mag let go :(

never been this worse before.. feels like my whole world's falling apart.. everything.. from love :p to school :( if god would only give me another chance siguro i would give up loving someone na lang kesa sa career or school kasi when you love you'll only get hurt kasi papaiyakin ka lang then iiwan ka.. in my case baliktad nga lang kc yoko maiwan so instead of waiting for his answer i just left without even looking back.. e kc dun din naman papunta yun eh.. now?? im really not sure and im really not thinking of getting over it.. him.. kahit na sobrang dami ng guys na nilalagay ko dito sa blog ko kala nyo sila na talaga noh?? they were just my friend nothing serious goin' on about us.. kc yoko na.. and im tired of it feeling ko lang i have to have someone to get over from my experience with ... alam nyo na kung sino yun.. one friend asked me "are you a keeper?" malay ko kung anong keeper e yun tungkol dun naman pala ang topic, sabi ko depende sa situation e depende naman talaga kung titingnan mo yung picture pero if i were to ask that question again i would say yes kahit masakit sa loob kasi ako yung nasasaktan ang lulupit kc ng tadhana pang asar magdrama daw ba? anyways.. gotta run.. im runnin' out of money yun naman laging prob e :p sana lang this time makahanap na ko ng talagang totoong tao na hindi marunong mamressure (ayoko ng isang pressure cooker sa buhay ko ngayon!! pls lang!!) just give me ample time to think about things c0z for me?? it's really not that easy.. just to ignore my so called past feelings kahit past na yun and2 pa rin e i don't have the will nga lang to let go.. if someone could only teach me how.. i'll do anything for them wag lang yung nde ko kayang ibigay :D :(

here without you -- 3 doors down Harder to breathe -- maroon 5 this love -- maroon 5 she will be loved -- maroon 5 21 answers -- Li'l Mo (ganda lang yung tune :D) the reason -- hoobastank Toxic -- britney spears im still here -- vertical horizon people are people -- d'sound one of these days -- michelle branch atbp.. :D

Tell me.. how can i move on?
Now can I carry on?
When all these sorrow
tags me along...
Through darkness, endless pain..
Through madness then emptiness..

I used to have you
An angel beside me
To guide and comfort me..
With you I trully belong
The light I'd always adore...

But..
How can I see
All the beauty of all these?
When the pain grows deep within me?
How can I heal this wound
You've bestowed upon me?

Why can't I just pretend
Move on like nothing happened
Till there was nothing left behind
No sorrows, no emptiness..
Just love left not blind.

i got busted.. im a bit crazy bout this crap.. i dunno what to do.. move on or stay for a while and dwell on things i really hate feelin'.. can't force myself to just ignore the fact that i got busted.. busted in love??.. yeah.. sorta.. i got busted.. damn.. feel so ashamed of myself??.. what i did wrong ang other kinda crap.. he's all in my head.. can't get him off of it.. damn i really hate this.. don't wanna hate him and all it just that i thought he's there where i thought he'd be.. he's just like other crap with all those selfish things goin' on in their little brain.. those maniac.. he's one of them.. i thought he was just simple and that kind of "matino" im lookin' for but hell no.. pare pareho lang sila.. damn.. feel like cryin' :((

kainis nawala lahat ng tinype ko anyways.. buti na lang kesa naman sa memakakita pa.. e tapos na naman yun.. hayy.. anyways.. im just asking for your prayers guys and gals we really need your prayers specially on this one.. i mean two.. feasib and tax really need to pass this two subjects to graduate please?? really need your prayers.. thanks you guys..

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much
Tonight
If it's just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I'd never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you

Why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through
Tonight
And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

-- eto ang song na nakakarelate ako :D la lang.. this song?? syempre kay current kaso now?? i don't know if i still have feelings for the guy kasi nga naturn off ako.. e kc kasalanan yun nung friends nya.. kasalanan nya rin kc hinayaan nya na maloko ko ng mga friends nya.. yun yung kababawan kung bakit na turn off ako sa kanya.. kc he's not that guy na kaya kang paglaban or kung me nararamdaman di kayang ipaglaban yung nararamdaman nya naget nyo ko??
-- in short he's not the guy im looking for.. kung seryoso ka you'll swallow your pride and your "cool" image just to finally get your girl e kaso nde e.. ok lang wala lang.. never mind.. sabi nga dba kung ayaw?? maraming dahilan.. kung gusto maraming paraan.. kung me tyaga me nilaga dba?? kung naghihintay ka ng grasya wala kang makukuha kasi ang tamad mo!! yun lang yun eh!! kaso tingin ko 50/50 na kasi medyo hurt the first few days ewan ko lang ngayon..

forget about the things i've said about him.. anyways i was just worried and it was just i think an infatuation and nothing else.. sheesh sorry.. false alarm.. don't ask.. i'll just type it down here hehe.. i was kinda turned off you know.. don't wanna spill the details c0z it was kinda mababaw.. e basta wag na lang.. ayun.. so zero loveife pa rin sheesh that's me.. can i just have a simple relationship with the guy i like a bit older than me?? just simple and no complications pls?? baka maging man hater na ko neto pagtapos hay...

anyways we've just saw the film "chasing liberty" and somehow nakakarelate ako somehow somewhat lang naman.. see yah guys..

got nothing much to say.. ive been thinkin' bout things no i mean "him" the current "him" and ive been thinking about him hehe puro him.. can't get him off my mind but i have to.. there's nothing much about him though and i don't really liked to have him as.. you know bf because he reminds me of.. don't wanna state his name here.. though i really like him being there, i like his company and all though he lives in a place that i really hate.. even hated the sound of it.. but i have to face the facts that there might be or i might be meeting friends from there "C" is a big place and not everyone's a cheater you just have to meet them and see for yourself if they really are.. i really dont know what to do now.. i tried to keep an open mind about this and he probably likes to have me to be.. his.. you know what.. but im really not certain about this.. the truth is i kinda told him things that I'm really not interested to have him as.. i kinda ignored the feelings though i really want him there.. magulo?..
** in short this must be it, the one im waiting for.. but.. things about him.. facts about him.. some things about him really gives me the creeps c0z i really hated the other guy.. i mean its not his fault na pareho sila ng boses pareho sila kung san nakatira.. pareho sila ng tawa that really gives me the creeps nakakaasar noh? tell me what to do :((

just got back from school.. nothing much to say.. lemme see..im gonna meet my friends at che's house to cook up some food for the free taste that'll be for thursday.. tomorrow.. see yah!! have to go!!