never been this worse before.. feels like my whole world's falling apart.. everything.. from love :p to school :( if god would only give me another chance siguro i would give up loving someone na lang kesa sa career or school kasi when you love you'll only get hurt kasi papaiyakin ka lang then iiwan ka.. in my case baliktad nga lang kc yoko maiwan so instead of waiting for his answer i just left without even looking back.. e kc dun din naman papunta yun eh.. now?? im really not sure and im really not thinking of getting over it.. him.. kahit na sobrang dami ng guys na nilalagay ko dito sa blog ko kala nyo sila na talaga noh?? they were just my friend nothing serious goin' on about us.. kc yoko na.. and im tired of it feeling ko lang i have to have someone to get over from my experience with ... alam nyo na kung sino yun.. one friend asked me "are you a keeper?" malay ko kung anong keeper e yun tungkol dun naman pala ang topic, sabi ko depende sa situation e depende naman talaga kung titingnan mo yung picture pero if i were to ask that question again i would say yes kahit masakit sa loob kasi ako yung nasasaktan ang lulupit kc ng tadhana pang asar magdrama daw ba? anyways.. gotta run.. im runnin' out of money yun naman laging prob e :p sana lang this time makahanap na ko ng talagang totoong tao na hindi marunong mamressure (ayoko ng isang pressure cooker sa buhay ko ngayon!! pls lang!!) just give me ample time to think about things c0z for me?? it's really not that easy.. just to ignore my so called past feelings kahit past na yun and2 pa rin e i don't have the will nga lang to let go.. if someone could only teach me how.. i'll do anything for them wag lang yung nde ko kayang ibigay :D :(